Recently my kajira had left me disappointed in things she had done. Normally this would be the end of the story but in her time of disappointing me she actually managed to shine.
What do I mean by this? Well the very obvious remorse she had for her actions and disappointing me shown. This has shown me that she has hit a new level in her enslavement to me. This enslavement is something she has willing choosen and wants. The remorse she has shown has shown me her deeping commitment to that which she desires, that being her total surrender to my will.
Also today I made a off hand comment about the laptop that she purchased being “my laptop” and that I wanted to use it she instantly reacted by reaching into the backpack that the laptop in question was in and handed it over to me. There was no back talk and no arguments. This again shows me how deep she allowing herself to go. The level of commitment she has towards reaching her goal.
She is continually making me proud of her with her each action and even in her ability to disappoint me she has managed to make me proud of her.
For now I bid thee well fair reader
Cheers
All I have to say is yay I pleased my Master. I am surprised I please you so well and make you proud of me so often, but I love it. Thank you Master for letting me and the world know that I please you.
~you Kajira Avi